What does it feel like to..?

What does it feel like to laugh? To laugh without trying hard, to laugh without wiping away the tears?
What does it feel like to sleep? To sleep without waking up in the middle of the night to find tears dripping down the cheek?
What does it feel like to breathe? To just BREATHE, a long, deep and suffocation-free breath?
What does it feel like to really say, 'I'm doing great'. To speak the truth without hesitating?
What does it feel like to just breakdown completely? To have a certain someone next to you who just listens, without judging?
What does it feel like to be loved? To be loved without the fear of it disappearing in a puff of thin dust?
What does it feel like to expect surprises? To expect a surprise that isn't a surprise but something you are dead-sure of?
What does it feel like to watch a movie? To walk out happily after the movie with  heart warming happiness?
What does it feel like to risk? To risk without  keeping in mind a zillion probabilities of the risk affecting others?
What does it feel like to just travel? To travel for exploring and not to get away from certain things?
What does it feel like to capture the moments? To capture the moments with a surety that this isn't the last one?
What does it feel like to talk to an old friend? To talk without the heart-wrenching fear of the old friend inquiring about something that is no more?
What does it feel like to experience happiness after a downfall? To thank whatsoever for a new ray of hope?
What does it feel like to do what you really want to do? To begin something that you know deep down can not be?
What does it feel like to not explain? To just be what you are?
What does it feel like to not keep pestering your mind with if(s) and but(s)?
What does it feel like to commit mistakes? To not worry about it and just learn?
What does it feel like to not think anything? To just stay quiet with absolutely no thoughts, just stillness and not inactivity?
What does it feel like to obtain rewards? To receive after total mind toiling work towards the same?
What does it feel like to finally obtain that you always longed for? To welcome that preciousness?
What does it feel like to find a way amongst the odds? To receive a miracle?
What does it feel like to enjoy? To be assured to throw away the worries?
What does it feel like to go completely insane? To have a good memory?
What does it feel like to live? To live and not just survive?
What does it feel like. .??